how tired I am
of having a bruise where my mouth should be
from biting back my desires
how tired I am
of trying to please a nameless omnipotent you
and never being enough
how tired I am
of you being lodged in my head
this is your eviction notice
because I don’t need your shit
I am closing your door and burning your trash
I want nothing left of you
how tired I am
of you bringing me down
how ready I am
for my freedom