to hold and to be held:
it is this that i miss:
waking to morning light
your scent enveloping
your innocence as you sleep

to hold and to be held:
my arms ache with emptiness
i await  your arrival 
home to me  home
without you is no home

i search through dreams
who-what-where are you now
i have never seen your face
but i will see clearly
I hold you and I am held